Finally a proper shopping trip with vanessa! :) We headed to a sales event by fashionhooks x i-babydoll then to town for flea & some high-street shopping. ^^ I overshopped a little.. as always but I was so happy with the haul! :) So much bargains! The day before, I had another shopping & movie date with my boy and all these..my favourite activities with my favourite people.. *sobs* I feel alive again! Since the start of 2012, it has just been school - home - homework - sleep - tuition . I never realized how this cycle has been draining & suffocating and affecting me in so many negative ways. I have realized though, that my moods have taken a change for the worst, they've been so unpredictable and I flare up ever so often at the slightest displeasure and before I know it, I'm fine again. I seldom (or never) felt happy for long periods of time, probably a little laughter over some jokes but thats all, but this week, I feel all refreshed and happy all week. I felt like the luckiest & most blessed girl on earth. *sighs happily* Even when I went on vacations, I didn't feel completely at ease or happy or relaxed, cause there'll still be that ounce of guilt , reminding me I ought to be doing something more "meaningful" and "productive". Happiness vs Success. Simple life yet contented vs Stressful life but rich. What a dilemma..But can one truly lead a simple life relatively free of worry in Singapore..? To just be in the middle class, we already have to work our asses off. Once again, my dreams of migrating..but to migrate, what do i need? Money. Money comes with Success,hardwork, and these come with stress. Or maybe I can get an angmoh husband ..but I dont like depending on guys. ugh. Okay , they were just random musings and I got a little carried away. Back on track now..some visuals for your viewing pleasure:
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